random thought #74

I just need to get this of my chest.

I'm scared.

Over the past two years i've changed another thing about me that i just realized, i became less confrontational but as with most things that happened, i became scared of confrontation...

I have made my mind and heart about what i don't want, and about what i need. However acting on it is a very different matter.

Today I try, and i have been saying to myself that I will! I just hope i can...

panicking...