I feel muted like i'm screaming inside and trying to tell the world that i need help but i can't seem to and that means the world thinks that it's all ok and good.
It's not, the thoughts of suicide become louder with every passing hour and during the night time when i'm mute and alone they're free to come out and have their say... and boy do they...
it's been so long that i've felt any sort of connection with anyone that i'm not sure i still remember how...
all i wanted is to connect to be reborn or to die and get it over with...
silenced...
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You sound really low at the moment. Thanks for your comment, it helps to know I'm not alone, and you should know you're not either. Is there anyone you can talk to in non-blog-world? Hope you feel better.
Thank you, it helps so much to know that i'm read and i'm not alone.
There isn't anyone that i can really open to, not face to face... both because i can't bring myself to and i'm in a strange city where i don't know that many people...
But thank you so much.
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