Like an epiphany it came. I made a mistake that i will never be able to undo. And now i'm stuck with it.
Today i'm feeling the worse i've been in a very long time, but the worse is that it feels to me like it's going in a downward spiral when it should be the other way around...
All i can think about is how to end all this, but i think that at the moment i don't even have the strength to do that...
Tomorrow will be worse because not only it's one more day with myself but also because my mask will have to be back on and all shiny and polished for the world and in the hope that the mask becomes me... oh how i hope that the mask becomes me...
desperate...
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