I don't think I've ever felt this depressed in my life.
I chose to use this word for the first as an acknowledgment of my depression, i will no longer lie to myself and say that i'm just having a bad day or that i'm just feeling down.
I'm depressed.
It's the little things that get me down the most that seem to drain my energy and will.. I've said here more than once that i think that it would help me to seek professional help but i just can't bring myself to do it, i don't have the energy...
All i want is to disappear, to fall asleep and to not awake, to get hit by a bus, a plane something...
depressed...
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