Attempt #4 at my wings

This will my fourth attempt at getting my wings back.

I'm feeling more positive lately, and something totally unexpected happened, i've met someone.

And because of that, and the way that we fit together and the way we talk to each other, it just seems so right.

It's eerie really.

I've been down for so long that i had no hope whatsoever of ever smiling like this again.

And yet i do.

Now i'm not going to lie to myself and say i'm ok and that i'm out of my hole but i'm sure as hell trying, and now because of you i finally have something to grab!

The suicidal thoughts are very silent lately, dare i say muted... But i can't ever be too sure of that...

Hopeful again.