far...
Being a bit further now feels good, good and lonely...
I dunno if i should go out and fight for you, or just leave you be... I know i could fight, and even if i didn't win i would have at least tried... The problem is that fighting can deepen the scars that are now starting to heal, both mine and yours...
I wish i could make this decision, but i feel unable to...
Apathy will eventually lead to lack of resistance to just settle down and conform with how things currently are... And although i'm not currently happy about the state of things i somehow feel that it's better to leave them as they are. I don't want to harm you more than i already did.
But i do feel the need to put up a fight to try again...
lonely panic...
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