random thought #60

closer...
even as i move closer i can start to feel the pain, everything hurts a little more when you can relate.
definitely being further away helps with everything, running won't solve anything but it will be an opportunity....
The closer i got the harder it was not to feel, not to feel like crying, like calling you and telling you what i feel... the more i wanted to share this moment... But then i arrive and feel the utter loneliness, alone in a sea of people, sad amidst a thousand smiles...
further and further...