flight attempt #3 - status

I didn't open my wings, i closed them.
I chose to do so after life showing me that the this wasn't the time for this...
I wonder when i'll be able to open them to their full extent and flap them...
I've learned lessons, i've opened my heart and mind to the people around me...
I've gained a lot of experience from a different culture and their people...
But still i feel like i should have risked more, to try and fail...
Closed wings, reflection awaits me... I'll keep the teachings of life, the lessons i've observed from people, the experience that i've been through, but with no wings...

stalled...