Silence...
The noise of everyday life can take the focus away from what's important and what's not. Sometimes, and i've just found out, you need to find a way to close all the noise that surrounds you.
If anything the noise went away for a while, it became distant, almost silent...
The permeability to the noise is what makes me vulnerable. It's what takes the self confidence away...
In silence i've been able to think, not in a conscious way, about who i am, to feel me, to sense what i want. Because everytime you meet someone new you have the chance to re-invent yourself, to try something new. It's not that you're lying or pretending to be someone you're not, it's more like trying to be who you want to be.
And away from the the noise i've discovered that i can be me, well at least to some extent...
Loneliness...
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