13.5.07

random thought #36

misery...
Sometimes it seems that i actively work on being miserable, i could just pick myself up and go do something else, but no... i sit and hurt myself. I make myself miserable because i feel a bit down... why did you leave...
Right now i could be making myself happy by working/sleeping/gaming, but no. I chose to sit here and depress myself. This really goes agains self preservation but i can't seem to help it...
alone...

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