random thought #10

tired...
I'm tired of the current state of things. Looking inside i can see that often in my life i grow tired of things sooner than later, meaning that i tire from things at regular intervals. I can honestly say now that i can see a pattern, i grow tired of a job after two years, of a car after six months, of a game after 2 weeks... Now altough this is on average i still grow tired of them... I don't want to, i want to be rational about it but i can't seem to. I'm now working on this by pushing things further to get a sense of actually finishing something, to stay with something for a long time, why? because it's rewarding...
boredom...