28.4.07

flight attempt #1

phoenix...
I tried... i honestly did... i once again made the mistake of having expectations. Expectations fuck things up.
I opened my wings, flapped them once, twice and i felt confident, confident that i could fly. Deluded by past experience, thus creating expectations... However with each failled gush of words came reality, that cold and cruel being...
Soon i began to fall... I wasn't that high up in the air but still i was falling, when i thought the ground was near it receded... i looked and my wings had not feathers but wax...
icarus...

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