7.9.07

random thought #63

wish...
I wish you could see me for what i am. But you can't because i can't show myself proper.
And even if i could you would be shaded by the pain i've put you through... that's ok...
I wish i could have done things a differently but i didn't know how, this is the way i found to start walking...
You have to understand that back then it was either this, or as you said, unhappiness...
I wish you would try and see me for what i am, not what i was. That i have grown to be what i was.
And it's clear now, i was pursing a blurred image of me that i had no idea where it came from, now i do. I've become the me you saw.
thank you...

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